How can some of you read them and not leave comments like 'You need to go to therapy' or 'Keep choo choo-ing along like that you angry little train-that-could and you're going to derail'...
I admit I am just sounding off at everything and it did feel good. Anyway, I do use this medium to let off some steam in a non-confrontational passive aggressive way, which I shouldn't do, but it keeps my dissatisfaction from building up into a hurricane.
Anyway, to those of you who know me and who I may have possibly insulted, I am sorry. I should have just called you to let you know that I was disappointed and that I probably deserve an earful of angry feedback myself. After all, I am not blameless in all the mess I create while living my life.
Actually, I should probably send out an email or pick up the phone or something but I have deleted some of your numbers from my phone. (I know it's sooo passive aggressive of me. In addition, another p/a thing is this lame excuse for a massive public apology.) I am sorry for all the mean things I said behind your back because I didn't have the guts to tell you in person. I am sorry that I never gave anything a chance after the first strike for fear of being disappointed even further. Most importantly, I am sorry I dropped off without giving you the chance to defend yourself because I felt I was right and had the whole world backing up my opinion.
Am I losing my edge? I don't think so, I'm just growing up. Phase 2 in this whole process is actually sending personal emails to the people I have offended, insulted, abused or ignored. I am actually too scared to call. I don't know what else to write.
Bye
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