Momentum

I just don’t have the mental inertia to write something cohesive
so I am going to list out the things floating around my mind.... (the list is not prioritized)
my birthday is saturday = burdensome = time to celebrate but not really wanting to at all. trying to make everyone feel included in my life but it's just another day to me and not that I don't want to celebrate it but this is for everyone else and not me.

work is stressful sometimes... but i can honestly say i really like working with everyone and it feels good coming into a group and not wanting to have them fall into an open sidewalk grate.
i still think that this one chick, who will remain nameless is a social retard. she asked a co-worker if she could come to her wedding even though the girl didn't invite her. the poor girl getting married was too polite to say no. however, if that girl were me, i would have just said no in a very nice way and then talked about how boorish she was to ask if she could attend to everyone else and cast her as a pariah among the group of co-workers.

man on mars won't happen for another 30 years or so because space exploration has stalled due to lack of funding --> due to "war on terror" ---> boils down to the human population being burnt to a crisp by the sun's explosion because this Prez made a decision to try to "kill terror" ---> ultimately making the fatal decision that space exploration was not important enough ---> altering the course of the human race

bye peeps... sorry for the lame-o blog